PAIN OF FRIENDSHIP

stuck in the moment when you keep me sane..
to browse in the world away from pain..
to cherish the days far and near..
you said to hold on and leave out our fear..

you went away without goodbye..
you meant no harm to see me cry..
you vanish cause you think i change..
you go away through all your range..

you change...you change..is all i hear..
you made me crumble out my fear..
im tired and sick of all your anger..
im in so much pain you just dont care..

i cry cause i know i lost you..
i could never bring you back..
those memories just fade in dusk...
and i still hope for dawn to last..

you let me go cause i found new happiness..
you stay away cause you saw me smile ..
you keep your distance the moment i laugh..
and now that your gone you let me died..

you said i forget the friendship we had..
you said i change cause im not by your side..
you said i dont care about you anymore..
you said all that when your not sure..

remember when you use to say our friendship is forever..
that no matter what were all still together..
when you constantly make me cherish all those laughter..
and made me forgot the reasons of my tears..

now time has pass and i need to let go..
i may be far but then ill see you..
friends or not i hope you know..
everything may change but not with you...

-jest-

L.O.V.E (what it means to me)

love is nowhere any definition..
we create its own meaning for our satisfaction..
its complicated and totally intangible..
so beautiful and yet so painful..

love is a word of illusion..
an endless excuse to make mistakes..
a vulnerable feeling to cast..
a mysterious spell that don't last..

love is what we call affection..
but its just another deep infatuation..
its what keep us motivated..
and yet what makes us so naive..

love brings us insanity..
sometimes makes us brave..
it tell us to take a risk..
and then leave us completely helpless..

love is a game of truth or dare..
we choose the truth but tell a lie..
we summon the dare but never try..
and in consequences we fear to bare..

love is an outrage feeling..
it can never last a time..
for even when you hold a promise..
you can never be at ease..

love is not but a play manifestation..
a heart full of drama and emotion..
it can make a vast change to a person..
which leave them with wild confusion..

love cycle in every form of life..
the breeze of wind, the flow of water..
the crust of earth, the warmth of fire..
the smile in every laughter and the drop of every tears..

love is a shadow that convey ourselves..
it only appears when darkness leaves..
and then we see the beauty of a hidden mask..
but u cant seek it..for its not your task..

love is created for us to blame..
our own denial made out of shame..
the thought that tarnished our wicked mind..
no selfless soul can look behind..

through and through that's how love goes..
an endless music to the beat that flows..
a fantasy so real to feel..
and invincible word so easy to steal..

love fades when time must come..
but it never ended nor be done..
love is the life that keeps us breathing..
neither a brain nor a heart can define its meaning...

<3 jest_gurl <3

my intruduction poem

hello just alittle sumthin for y'all

hope you like it..

think deep.. :)

<3 release your imagination <3

the change of wind that streams our soul..

connect us to the sunshines fall..

to grab the essence of the light..

we have to learn to scape the night..

tommorows dream takes us afar..

the hope we wish are never star..

to strugle to keep need more sorrow..

then you can learn to feel no blue..

take the breez and relive your mind..

dont leave away and walk behind..

follow the steps beyond your shadow..

and let the flow take charge of you...